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Exactly five months ago I met someone. As I am single and wanting to start a family, I started praying for him, for a “we”, if it is God’s will. God used the first month to clearly establish my “job description”: wait, wait, and then… wait. Man is the initiator, you have to wait for him to do that. 

Things started to happen, in a slow pace. But at the same time I started doing things… little things, to “give God a helping hand”. Of course, I got more emotional than spiritual as weeks passed, and this week, God finally said: “Enough of that, now stop, be still, be quiet and remember what your role is.”

Paul Washer also talks about this, in a video called “The Virtuous Woman”:

You were born to be a virtuous woman, a godly woman. And to take comfort, and to take joy and to find glory in the full manifestations of womanhood. 

You are a queen on a throne. He is the one who has to seek you, to find you. Why do you want to run in the streets doing the same thing?…

Just let me be quiet and still inside Your courts, taking a deep breath of the royal air filled with Your presence. Thank You for these last 5 months.